Tuesday, 6 July 2010

focus kills, sometimes.

focus on the little "plus" sign in in the middle

this proved that whenever we focus on one single thing,
we tend to overlook at other things that can be as important,
or even more important than the little thing we focus so much.
think about it.

it can carries a deep meaning.
we humans tend to forget about things around us that important
like parents, grandparents or real friends..
we overlook everything just because something fancy come around.

you love your new cat so much and you forget about your fish.
you love pepperoni pizza so much, you forget your mom's cooking.
it might sounds stupid but think about it.

it might change the way you think.

just saying.

Thursday, 10 June 2010

that's the way to do business.

i. am. pissed. yes, i am. i just hate the way people do business nowadays. really. i went to grocery store at my place just now. i bought some food that cost me rm 9.80. i gave the grocery guy rm 10. there were few people in the store while i was waiting for my 20 cent balance. so, the cashier guy was sort of talking to the lady besides me. its okay. i can wait. my eyes went to the chocolate box in front of me, on the cashier counter. after 30 seconds, here i am. still waiting. i started to feel weird now. then, i had a sudden revelation.

"is this guy try to act like i am not right here waiting for my 20 cent?"

unless he is blind or i am invisible, theres noo way he cannot see me right? hello, are you forgetting something? im right in front of you. did he forget? well, it is possible. people forget sometimes. most of the times, they're don't but they act like they do! seriously. i wish i have the guts to choke him for that 20 cent. well, even if i have the guts, i dont want to look stupid screaming for 20 cent especially when theres other people in the store. then, i came out with this amaaaazing idea. (well not really. more like a coward idea) i walked to the candy counter and take 4 sweets and search for the idiotic face behind the cashier counter.

*from google*

then i say "erm, these are my 20 cent. so i dont need the balance, thank you."

i looked at his face very carefully, just dont want to miss his reaction.
he just unwillingly nodded.
argh. i knew i was right.
he forgot to give the balance on purpose!
maybe some people might say oh i'm overreacted. its just 20 cent.
i dont care whether its 20 cent or 20 ringgit.
is the way they do business is killing me.
the funny thing is, they have this jar for tip.
hah! maybe the cashier guy thought it is a way to make
extra money at first, after a while working there and
realized "theres no easy money, baby" so why don't we steal the money instead?
oh one more thing, who wants to tip a cashier guy anyway?
basically, all he does is put the stuff in the plastic bag and tell
us how much to pay.
i'm sorry but i really don't get the idea of "tip me" jar in a grocery store.

next time, if you want to make more money, pray hard and do
your business right. oh and, get rid of that tip jar.

*from google*

Saturday, 5 June 2010

story to tell.

i got an idea about what should i write here!
since i've been few places halfway across
the globe last few months,
i've decided that i should write on that.
it "might" be interesting to write and read.
and its a lot too. lots of things happened,
both expected and unexpected.
i will start writing it when i feel like it.
i gotta feeling it will be very soon.
TTFN (tata for now) (:


Sunday, 3 January 2010

here i go again.

blogging again. still, i dont know what to write. i remembered those days where i was so excited to write things happened to me or things i wanted to do, although when i read it now, it seems sooo silly. but that was me.
i dont really like my old blog but i love me being so enthusiast to write. em, and i still wonder where the feeling go. i was 18 when i was writing those posts. well, not too long ago, i guess. i think blog is a place to write without knowing what to write. your writing is not something important nor something that the world should know. it may contains nothing but pointless sentences but it is something personal. and actually i found something interesting when i reread all the posts in my previous blog. i feel like i can see and judge myself from there, although sometimes i feel like it wasnt me whom writing those posts. but it is me. no, it was me.

why am i want to write when i dont have confidence in my own writings? well, maybe it is because i love to read other people's blog, and i dont care how silly it was. because that makes they are them, right? so, i sort of realize that i should write. not for others to read but for me. it is not like i wont let people to read it but i do not recommend it because you may not gain anything from it. well, that what i thought for now. maybe it will change for some reasons, eventually. who knows.

but for whoever that read my blog and put some comments like "keep on writing" or "good job", to be perfectly frank, i was shocked, in a good way. i dont know if you guys being honest or just messing with me but whatever the reason is, i just want to say thanks for saying that because it usually makes me smile for a least 3 seconds. :P <---- that smiley face is pure fake. i dont smile with the tongue poke out like that. hah! anyways, this blog is a blog for me to judge me in few years time. i want to be able to think that i was a complete moron to write all the entries that will be suffocated this blog soon, hopefully. (: